Craig

This Blog I wrote after my dad's business partner and super close family friend, Craig C. passed away. It was a very big blow for my family, he was just 28 and he is still missed everyday.

Original Blog Date: September 21, 2005

I recently lost someone very close to me. I am at a loss for mental activity. I have never been through something so devastating, because it not only changed the course of the person's life but also the course of mine. I miss him because I took him for granted and I always thought he'd be around. Without him now a lot more worries surface, that I don't know how to face. I know I'll be alright if I take things one day at a time. It's unbelievable how from one minute to the next your whole life can change. One thing I know now is that life is certainly not promised and you can't be certain of anything in life except death. I know he is now in a better place, and he deserves his rest after all he went through. I miss him though and I wish I could turn back time and make things go back to normal. But reality is hard and it jolts be back like a thousand volts. I feel very wishy washy lately but I hope to be back to my old self soon, crying only gets you brief release. I have to make peace with my new situation and the fact that he is never coming back and only hope that one day...